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Love is scrolled across your wrist
Today you exclaim how you will do anything you can to
Today I stand atop the edge of a chair recalling your words...
You have nothing to loose
No one will miss you...
I pull my face through the noose, it scrapes my face and passes
Salty tears drench my scratches, replicating the pain I've felt my whole life
With the swift jab of my foot the chair falls
I only feel the tug at my throat for a quick moment, then
Just yesterday you carved
on my soul
Today you wrote love on your arms
I'm A MonsterDrip...
As the last warm,
Sticky drop runs out...
I sit there stunned,
Wondering what I've done.
My victim lie motionless,
Gashes and tears
Running across their body,
Head to toe.
The pool of glorious,
Sticky warmth expands,
The flood flowing outwards,
Like a leak in a kiddy pool.
It suddenly hits me...
I'm a monster.
I felt no remorse.
No signs of angst
Or sadness for the
Desecrated pile of flesh
That lay before me.
And as the smell
Of freshly butchered meat
Hang in the air...
I stare around.
The darkness within
Already seeking out
A new target.
Ready to strike once more.
I Miss YouIt's been a year, but you're still constantly there
The memory of you and the pain you couldn't bear
No matter what I said or did I just could not get through
And now I'm forced to live every day without you
They tell me there's nothing I could have done
To stop the blade that cut your ties
But this hollow ache is making me come undone
All I want is you back by my side
I always keep your note right by my side
I read it over and over until I can only stare
I might not have known just how often you cried
But why did you think that nobody cared?
It's Your Sick WorldYou're bold, you're stupid, the blame game is your friend.
Pointing fingers, shouting names,
none of them your own.
Swollen bellies, teenage bodies, where's the father,
why the bother?
Drugs replacing, mind is racing, colours facing, love escaping.
Designer brands determine friendships,
the popular ruining it all.
See the girl in the chair, dead in the centre,
judged, broken, offended, broken.
What do you do?
Judge, break, offend, BREAK!
Tear down the creative,
shatter the artistic.
This is your life,
walking a fake line.
Cherish it, or don't.
It's your sick world.
SeriouslyWhy can't you see
What I see in front of me
You have a mirror
Look and see whats clear
Everything I love about you
Is written on your face as proof
Don't you understand
That you don't have to be grand
For me to love you and proclaim it
You don't have to go through all this shit
Because you are beautiful right now
Even with your face in a frown?
You don't have to conform
You don't have to fit into the 'norm'
So don't dirty the pages of your life
With societies magnetic strife
Put down that knife and blade
Extinguish the fire of pain
Your life is not the price to be paid
Your life is wiped of stains
I cannot be I-RobotSome days....
I wish I had the mind of a robot
I wish I had a computer brain
I could get things faster
And not look so stupid
I could remember things better
Do things right the first time
Instead of screwing up
I could create my own realm
My own little world that I could save
I could have the ability to push pause
And when I returned
It would all still be there
Minor details would always be clear
I could access things through dates
Numbers that I never understand would become more understandable
I could keep everything logged
I could write a book in my head
And plug in
To print it off and show everyone my brilliance
hey dad,long time no
see, huh dad?
how's your life?
Me? I'm fine dad,
Love you too.
I know you
expect the best
from your little
girl, the one that
always made you smile
yeah i know dad,
you think I'm fine
and i'm okay with
letting you think
that your little girl
is perfectly alright,
that she's still happy,
but dad what if you
knew the truth?
would you still love
your little girl?
would you really?
Love the little girl
who is has scars on
her wrists? Love the
daughter that fakes
the smile on her face?
Love her even is she's
no longer the same?
Hey dad,what if you knew
the truth about me?
that I'm not alright,
This is a poemThis is a poem.
It's full of lines,
and goes with a meter,
rhyming of words of course
and contains more than you think.
So much thought
is going into this poem
to many words
and so many emotions
that it's almost hard
for the poet
to capture it in a few words.
This poem has a deep meaning
that you will feel is just out of your grip
and it shall be misheard and misread in its time.
For now though,
this is just a poem
that is full of rhythm
and words too big to pronounce.
This is a poem,
full of words
This poem is just words on a paper
that are meant to
love is hurtingThe beautiful days we held so close, I once said to 'hello' to you.
Our meeting was brief, and simple.
Caring, and kind.
We left with helpless hearts.
Neither regretting, nor forgetting.
Our meeting place, once helped me smile.
Overcoming each day.
I still wish for the past,
with crying into my hands, at last.
Letting lose the tears,
I know I shouldn't fear.
You tell me "You'll move on".
But the glass still digs into my skin, and prickles each time I see you.
Wandering like I'm not here.
I touch my lips, and hope for yours to return.
The tears keep streaming, never forgetting.
I'm The GirlMy mind gave up and ran away
It said to me, "I can not stay!"
Life was to hard, now i'm insane
So sit and listen as I explain!
I'm the girl that sits,
All alone at lunch.
I'm the girl that always,
gets another painful punch.
I'm the girl that gets,
Abunch of evil glares.
I'm the girl that thinks,
no one really cares.
I'm the girl thats told,
I am just to weak.
I'm the girl who forgot,
How to even speak!
I'm the girl thats trying,
To find a place to hide.
I'm the girl whos broken,
Really deep inside.
I'm the girl that lost,
Her sanity today.
I just told you why,
So that's I have to say....
Calm.I am calm.
Not calm like a yoga instructor
Not calm like a lonely coroner in the morgue.
Not calm like a doctor telling someone they have an STD
Calm like the ocean on a cool summer night
Calm like a pilot flying his flight
Calm like a sociopath disposing of the remains.
Calm like an actor, acting this way.
Calm enough to burst into tears.
Quiet enough so no one will hear.
Weary enough, but I still never fear.
Never fear anything, ever, at all.
Never show emotion, so I'll never fall.
Calm like the air right after a storm.
Calm like the sound of an empty dorm.
Calm like a person, not alive anymore.
So very c
RealityEvery time I close my eyes
I see the day go by.
I see the sky turn black
while my dreams die away.
I see my life inside
the darken skies.
I see myself longing for
I no longer live in a dream
where everything's pristine.
I don't see the flowers,
I just see their thorns.
Mistakes is what humans make,
but dreams are what gives them
the life to hope.
My world is only glass while
the others is full.
There's a world out there
where everything has a smile
yet the reality is what destroys it
and the reality is what destroys me.
The Girl on the BusToday I saw a girl on the bus,
who had the deepest sorrow glazed across her eyes,
she sat three rows in front of me and took the window seat,
She stared out through the glass,
sun rays peaking through the trees as the bus was moving,
the way the light hit her face, beautiful.
She traced an outline of a figure on the window,
then quickly looked around and rubbed it out.
I wondered what's on her mind?
her face expression showed a flicker between emotions,
from sadness and sorrow to quick bursts of happiest and joy.
She got up, the bus stop, she walked past and looked at me.
For a brief moment I felt her pain and
MaskHave you ever worn a mask for so long
That you're afraid to take it off,
And breathe in the purity
Of the unfiltered world outside?
Would your lungs be able to take it?
Or burst trying?
Have you ever worn a mask for so long
That you're afraid to take it off
Because no one might recognize you?
Would you recognize yourself?
Have you ever worn a mask for so long
That you're afraid to take it off,
Because you don't know anymore
If there's anything underneath?
S h i e l d e dHow does it feel to have to hide behind a smile?
To be too afraid to approach the front lines
or let your guard down?
You don't have to tell me that it hurts
because I already know about the
internal wars you're waging on yourself.
Chin up soldier, your battles will be won-
But only with aid of your courage and strength.
You don't have to hide anymore.
I know you're brave, now show me little soldier.
Show me your genuine smile.
Never frown or falter, for I'll stand strong with you.
Dear Big Brother,Sister cried three days straight,
Mom couldn't say a word,
and kept on cleaning saying,
"You've hurt this family enough.
I don't want you back in this home."
Big brother I miss you,
I'm wondering how things went wrong.
You were so strong and
turned away from all the bad in your life.
Big brother it was a slap in the face,
to realize you weren't so strong,
That even you could fall.
We love you and wanted the best,
but big brother you won't see.
The pain your causing to yourself and to us.
Big brother Vicente misses you,
Rolly asks where you are,
and we can't tell them the truth.
All we can do is lie to them,
Tell them you were busy.
Alone or not .:Flame PrinceXReader:. Chapter 2He laid there motionlessly as the slimmer of moonlight streamed through the intertwined branches of the forest. His eyelids heavy from thelong day were fluttering closed, but then there was a rustling sound. He sat up quickly prepared to burn someone to a crisp.
"Who ever is out there come out now." He threatned.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know anyone came out this far." A clear voice said as she stepped out from behind the thick trees, although he couldn't get a
It was then that Flame Prince realized how far into the forest he went into.
"Who the math are you?" He asked.
"I'm (name), and you are?" You asked finally stepping closer so he could s
Alone or not .:Flame PrinceXReader:.He stood there alone, absent mindly playing with small flames around him. The pale slimmers of moonlight glowed around him. Sorrow graced his dark charcoal colored eyes. His mind being plagued by the events of the day.
The day was like any other. Fionna was going to meet with him later on in the outskirts of the woods. It was going to be the two of them, the way he liked it. He walked to their meeting spot, but was stopped when he saw her with Marshall Lee. He was angered a bit, but for her he would try and keep his cool (emphasis on try).
"Oh hey there, Flame Prince!" Fionna exclaimed, her smile making his heart speed up.
Daydream .:TurkeyXReader:.He held you against the wall, his hands pinned on either side of your head as he looked into you (e/c) orbs with his own emerald eyes that had you hypnotized. His head bent down slowly pressing kisses into your neck. You squirmed a bit at his sudden closeness.
His hands went down to hold your waist against his with his knee pressed between your legs. He was holding you closer than humanly possible.
He brought his face close to yours, to where your noses were touching. He smirked at you as you grew tired with his slowness. You pressed your lips hungrily at his, to which he gladly responded.
"(NAME)!!!" America yell
Ignore the BrokenJust walk on by,
I know you won't care.
I know people don't bother
to help the broken.
Just ignore what you
don't want to see,
I do it too,
I hope the scars go away
and maybe I'd be fine,
but I'm broken and people
tend to ignore the broken.
So go one and ignore the tears,
the scars on my arms,
ignore me and the rest of the broken.
go one and walk on by.
Don't make empty promises,
don't lie and say it'll be okay,
I've done enough of that.
And from a passerby I need no more.
Because you won't do a thing but ignore me.
You won't stay long,
you won't neven care,
so please just go one
and please don't lie
and make those empty promises...
Embarrassing .:RomanoXReader:.It was a regular day at school. You and your best friend had just started going to World Academy, so you didn't know a lot of people. But today was not normal, you had just told your friend who your crush was.
"Come on (name)! Just tell me! I know you like someone, you've been out of it for a while." (BFF) said to you as you were walking out of the theater.
"Okay you really want to know?" You asked, tired of this whole thing.
"Yes!" She practiaclly yelled.
"It's a guy in our English class." You said as the two of you were heading to said class right now.
"Dude, like 75% of that class are guys." Your friend said.
Easy to break...I seem hard to
to tear down
seems so hard
to break me,
it's too easy,
I'm already broken,
so a little more...
what would that do?
nothing? that's what
it would push
me over, shatter me
it's too easy
to break me apart,
it seems as if
it would be so hard
but it's been done
it's so easy to break
yet so hard to fix.
the shattered pieces,
a piece at a time...
it's so easy to
break a person
to tears, to the limit,
so why should I
be any different?
yes, it seems hard,
but it's easy
grab your taunts
throw them my way,
shatter my dreams,
and I'll blee
Do you know the taste of the universe?One day, when you’re five years old and made out of fractured sunlight and mirror shards, you sat down on the bench of the MAX train. You’re dressed in your winter coat and boots that are too big and one of your parents has pulled your hat too close over your ears.
You’re sitting next to your mother, and on the other side is a man that smells like loneliness, something that you’ll later know as cigarettes and alcohol and homelessness. He’s crying quietly into the top of his jacket and you’re scared to look because you’ve never seen an adult cry.
The train ride goes on for five minutes, which is a lo
A Reason to LiveIf only she had the guts to actually do it, to just leap among the cold waves and sink in death among the fish. She breathed in the smell and taste of saltwater, and water sprays hit her face, neck, and chest. She shivered slightly in the breeze from the waves, but she wasn’t really bothered by the chill. What weighed on her mind was something much deeper than the weather.
A pang of apprehension penetrated her heart as she envisioned her body being plunged into the water and weighted down by the strong waves. She thought about what it would be like to gulp in mouthful after mouthful of water, choking and never feeling any relief, b
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